One sided, Bias. 
where's the work and holiday balance? now it's all focus on having fun and travelling.. yet we all need money to do such enjoyment. the current tutoring job is obviously not sufficient enough to cover the deep hole of cost i made. tho so far the amount i have earned can only pay back for the japanese course i am enrolled in now. what about others and what happened to working, getting a job? it's so difficult to get a job in Brissy, not to mention the entire aust... Just becos you don't have Residency. unless yer exceptionally outstanding and have excellent networking peeps. however, I am just an average. Sometimes you know there's a long journey infront of you.. filled with heaps of opportunity cost. you try to fit everything into your little island but in reality you have to give up some of it and at some point of time you are just too afraid to think of it. Everytime you try to do your very best but such minor rejection can degrade you a million times. All you can do is... give all energy, you fall, pick up and try to stand tall again. same cycle all over again. but I am very thankful to have family and friends who are always there to support my decisions :) | 
